Fed up with feling ill

[hungry87]

Im so fed up at the moment. im mia ive been mia since i was 12 for definate but realisticly probably 5 as strange as that sounds. Ive come to the conclusion that i need help i really really do my weight is so high because i cnt stop bingeing my stomachs bloated and sore with abusing laxatives i feel sick at the thought of food yet i cnt stop eating it. I really dont know what to do, i have so much weight to lose it feels impossible to get there. no one knows im mia ppl assume u have to be thin to have an eatin disorder. I dont want to go to my GP i want to try and do it my self. i need guidance and help but i dunno who to get it from...please give me ur advice

jo

[Digi_Ab]

Just keep reminding yourself that the sooner you establish a healthy relationship with food the sooner you can loose weight from the lack of binging and you could even go on a healthy diet (if you are a big as you say).

Plus, the sooner you get healthy, the sooner you can go out and do ANYTHING you want and enjoy yourself .

I would recommend trying that now. Perhaps get a hobbie or make the effort to go out and do things that will take your mind of binging or purging. You won't be able to get out and do much when you are in pain so it may help encourage you to make those healthy changes.