peebee's journal

[peebee]

you are such a sweetie dollybaby63 xxx

[DollyAna]

[peebee]

oh bugger this life - yesterday there was a god, today...where the heck is he ?

scales went up this morning - only by 1 lb but for freeks sake can anyone explain why that happened ?

so, lets not panic peebee - its only a 1lb. ordinarily i would have thrown the towel in at this point but im not going to be beaten, not this time. so its back to a food free day.

ive not drunk much water this week, that may be part of the problem so im going to fill up a jug and leave it out where i can see it....hopefully it will encourage me to drink more.

hope everyone else is happy today, vicki, desirable, dollybaby et al, thinking of you all xxx

[DollyAna]

hello hun,try not to panic because it could just mean you're getting a bit dehydrated,so drink lots of water or herbal teas,good luck...

[peebee]

took my kids to borders books after school today, theres a starbucks upstairs, treated them to hot chocolate, panini etc....i had skinny late with extra shot - it filled me up and i also managed to resist a muffin....im getting good at this.

still havent drunk any water though....must try and lay off the late. any way, still food free but today has been challanging. i MUST drink more water, im sure thats the answer.

[vicki]

hey there sweetie~~water consumption is very hard for me too. I am addicted to anything diet and fizzy But I found that if I drink enough water, I don't get leg cramps at night. Something to do with water flushing out the build up of lactic acid in the cells (oh, that's the nurse in me talking again, sorry )

Anyway, just wanted to stop by to see how you are. Don't fret over one pound...look at it this way, maybe you had more sodium than usually and your body retained a bit more water today. Water weight is not "real" weight and your body will balance out. Now if the #'s continue to creep up, then we'll have to discuss other things...but don't you fret over 1 pound....I know, I know, easier said than done.

Hang in there.....you will be all right, I know you will. MLHB, Vicki

[peebee]

thanks vicki - you are an invaluable asset on this forum ! xxx

the scales stayed the same again today and i didnt eat a morsel yesterday.....so it herbal tea and water all the way today (not even a cup of my cherished low cal hot choc).

off for a haircut and highlights - had all my bits of 'fluff' waxed yesterday in prep for girls spa weekend away and will spend the rest of the day packing up my bag, cleaning the house etc.

havent done much exercise this week, will try harder next.

love to you all xxx

[SunnyBear]

Hi Peebee!

I've never said hello, so Hi! I'm SunnyBear. Your posts are always so funny and refreshing. You always make me giggle.

Don't worry about that pound. It has to be a water retainage issue. It will go away. Just take good care of yourself and get lots of fluids. Things will balance themselves out just like Vicki said.

Keep up the good work! You're doing great!!!

SunnyBear

[peebee]

hi sunnybear - pleased to meet you xxx

oooooo im so cross today !!!!! ive been good, not a morsel has passed my lips, had a tiny 'poo' and a haircut so surely to god i MUST have lost some weight ?

but noooooooooo, infact ive gone up a lb since this morning.....and i havent eaten anything, honnest i havent !!!!!!!

this whole situation is severely ticking me off - i could flippin well swear sooooooo much arrrrggggghhhhhh!!!!!!! (twat face eating disorder - there you go, ive sworn)...it feels so good to let it all out xxx

[peebee]

hi sunnybear - pleased to meet you xxx

oooooo im so cross today !!!!! ive been good, not a morsel has passed my lips, had a tiny 'poo' and a haircut so surely to god i MUST have lost some weight ?

but noooooooooo, infact ive gone up a lb since this morning.....and i havent eaten anything, honnest i havent !!!!!!!

this whole situation is severely ticking me off - i could flippin well swear sooooooo much arrrrggggghhhhhh!!!!!!! (twat face eating disorder - there you go, ive sworn)...it feels so good to let it all out xxx

[peebee]

just been to the fridge to sort out my kids tea - ive had to walk away as i nearly caved in - saw some chilli con carne that was saying 'eat me!'.

made myself a 40cal hot choc intead and come to tap on the keyboard.

i tried to stay away from the low cal hot choc today but its become part of my daily routine now, dont think i can live without it.

also, i get so cold at this time of day, its something warm and comforting to wrap my hands around.....hope no perverts read this post...they could be getting ideas !!! (lol).

hope youve all had a skinny day xxx....happy vibes to you all xxx

[DollyAna]

try not to stress out hun,you just got to keep plodding on,best of luck...

[peebee]

sod it - i ate an evening meal with husband and kids - nothing much, salad, rice and a small glass of white wine.

feel the need to purge it all back up....will try to resist.

i felt that we should all sit down together as im going away till monday and my husband is away on monday till wednesday so wont all sit down together till thursday next week.

some things in life are more important than an eating disorder and youve just got to suck it up.

have a great weekend girls, i will be thinking of you all....take care and most importantly....be happy xxx

[desirable dream]

Hope you have a great girls weekend

Speak to you when you get back and you can tell us all about it

Enjoy yourself

[littlebit]

Hi Pee Bee,

I'm Little Bit. Like Sunny, I've seen your posts, find you terribly amusing, and have had yet to say hello and welcome.

So welcome! Please forgive that I've not dropped in sooner.

I will look at your journal this weekend.

Hugs,

Little Bit