Please Help Me, I think I just figured out I have an ED.

[~GorgeousEyesShineSuicide]

I just realized that on days I feel that ive eaten too much I throw up my food...That always has been me. I think thats bulimia, but its not like that...I dont overeat first, Its just if I feel like somethings going to make me sick or is bad for me I unthiunkingly puke it up. I like, dont even think about it either. I havent since I was in elementary school. Is that bad? I dont do it everyday..so Its not Bulimia, right? How could I have ignored thats not a normal thing to do? Or is it? Omg...help. I already won my battle with ana (gained back fuckin 30 pounds but it's slowly and surely coming offf with a strict diet regimen) but how do I make the transition from ana/ and apparently mia...to normal healthy eater? Is it in my genes and uncurable? ahh, help.

[candy]

Okay, so you've recovered from Ana, good job. bulimia doesn't require you to purge daily, I think it's like 3 or more times a week for a month (can't really remember). In my opinion it's almost (but not quite) impossible to totally recover. There is always going to be the little voice plaguing you. And you said that you're slowly but surely losing your recovery weight. I just hope you don't keep losing. For some of us, it was just the diet went over board and now won't stop. Quite often eds switch around throughtout our life times. Jumping from one to the other and back again. Try to stop your self from purging, and just exercise instead. Purging is very bad for you and can kill you very easily (ruptured esphagus=internal bleeding and stomach acid leaking out and burning up your lungs) I know it's hard to stop, but you've got to try. Good luck, everyone on here will support you!